This is going to be short and sweet =)
I thought that since was one year since I was rushed to the hospital, I should probably post some thing. The day after my last post a received a job. Better yet, one I DIDN'T EVEN APPLY FOR !!! God is good all the time !!
But this post goes out to all my blog readers and prayer warriors.
Thank you for all your support this past year. Your messages, thoughts, prayers and hugs have really kept me going. I appreciate all of you, even the ones I have yet to meet and pray that God blesses you in your journey in life.
The biggest thanks goes out to my mom and dad and sisters. Thanks so much for being there through it all. The nights that were so tough for you to see, the funny times, and even some strange times. Thank you for sticking by me and always encouraging me.
Love,
Kim
"Thank God in everything no matter what the circumstances may be, be thankful and give thanks, for this is the will of God."
1 Thessalonians 5:18
Hey Everyone,
Once again it has been a while and I apologize. There is not much to tell you about doctors stuff, still waiting. I recently went to the doctor for kind of a check up for when they thought I had an ovarian cyst burst. My doctor is awesome and has tried to get me in for an ultra sound in 2 months. Some days it gets harder and harder to believe that I will ever get to be completely normal again as selfish as that sounds. I know I have gotten way better than I was and do not have it that bad, I just want to live life how I was before, sports included. Not to mention be confident in myself again.
I am not writing this to have a pitty party, but it is a lot easier to say how I feel on here then in person. I hope my honesty shows that everything is not roses and sunshine after going through an experience like this, and that I will not choose to hide the difficulties. Yes, God is working in my life for sure through this. Is it always easy ? Definitely not.
It is just now as summer approaches I'm applying for jobs and feel limited as to what I can do. I can't do the typical college girl thing and be a waitress since my arm is too shaky, I can't do any labor such as landscaping because it will up my blood pressure, I can't go back to my job at the waterslides as a poolside attendant, which I loved since helping kids down slides and other physical things are needed to work there. Now I know that there are plenty of other jobs I could do, but I just feel so limited, and it's frustrating.
My appearance has also been really bothering me. OF COURSE I have awesome support and people constantly reminding me that I look fine and that I am beautiful, but I think we can all agree, we have to feel those things for the effect of people telling us them can fully take place.
I started the Atkins diet with my mom about a week ago and have lost 6.5 lbs so little victories are definitely helping me to keep going. Plus, not having to do it alone has been such a great help! I have 13.5 lbs to go, and will definitely be keeping my eyes on the prize lol cheesy !
Thank you all so much for your continued support and IF YOU KNOW OF ANYONE HIRING OR WILLING TO HIRE let me know !! Thank you !! God Bless!
Prayer Requests:
- Strength for my family and I when things get frustrating with waiting
- Patience
-That God would supply a job opportunity for me
- For others that are going through tough times
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
- Jeremiah 29:11
