Hey Everyone hope you're all doing well!,
I wanted to start out this post by saying thank you all very much for your thoughts and continued prayer! It is so so so appreciated and I cant say it enough!!
I have just recently joined a site for AVM Survivors and it has been an amazing support to hear others journeys and be able to connect with people who understand my exact situation since they have also experienced it or something similar. Lots of members on there are from the states and no longer are being covered by insurance for their procedures so I am so thankful to be blessed by living where I do!
Lately I have been struggling with night terrors. Now lots of people think night terrors are just bad dreams, when in reality they are much much worse. You can't wake up until they are completely over once they have started. Waking up from them is just how the movies portray them, you sit straight up and breathe heavily, cry, scream or anything. Mine have been about demons trying to get at me and recent I started to read my favorite Bible verse every night and just sleeping with my Bible by my bed. The demonic night terrors stopped but I still had bad dreams about being chased by someone who wanted to kill me and even to the point where they were taking place in my own house and I was scared to be home alone and go upstairs on my own. I can't explain how scary these dreams are, and it's hard to tell people since it sounds so childish.
One week from today I was able to be brought before my church for a time of prayer of healing on my body. It was amazing to see how many members of our church family came up to the front to lay hands and to support me in prayer. To all those reading this post, thank you so much!
As for how I'm feeling? Not that bad lately. My headaches are minimal and my peace about the radiation is getting stronger. I found out a little while later that the metal frame that I get on my head for the radiation may possibly be screwed into my head and that really shook me. Not only do I get needles in my scalp, but I might get this frame screwed INTO my head. My prayer now is just for complete healing so that when I go for my Angio CT scan (yet to be scheduled) they tell me I don't need radiation anymore and that the AVM has healed itself =) God can do anything!
Thanks all again for your continued support!
I ask for prayer for:
- AVM Survivors who I am in touch with who are struggling financially
- Complete healing for my AVM (ask and you will receive)
- Peace for everything that is to come
- Friends and family struggling with illness
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