So today is day one of my eating healthy. There has been MANY rough days with my physical appearance and feeling too fat and unattractive. I appreciate the support of the people around me to tell me I am pretty and beautiful but I have now discovered its an inward battle and I must feel it before I can believe those things. So lately I have been eating lots of fruit and veggies, no junk food allowed, and I must watch how many calories I am supposed to consumed. I must say, one of my major accomplishments yesterday was that I was able to work out with my teammates again. This seemed like such a minor thing but I went home and just thanked God for giving me something I love so much back. It made me cry. Now by working out I don't mean anything too intense, but I was able to walk on the treadmill for an hour while my teammates worked with our personal trainer. Right when I am feeling at a low, God gives me something to remind me that He is in control of my life. Yes, I do definitely have my hard days where I struggle with my appearance but I don't want to keep this a secret. I don't want to hide it since I KNOW I'm not alone in this. But here are some verses that have helped me :)
1 Peter 3:3-4
“Don’t be concerned about the outward beauty that depends on fancy hairstyles, expensive jewelry, or beautiful clothes. You should be known for the beauty that comes from within, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is so precious to God.” (NLT)
Jeremiah 29:11
“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” (NLT)
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